being able to own your story💪💕

” you know you’ve healed when you can finally tell your story without crying ”

My story..

So, here’s were it began..my mother became really ill on my 8th birthday and was in hospital for 11 months, half of that time I could only record my voice and have my aunt take her my recording, having them moving between my aunt’s and fathers, feeling rather lost and scared, mum finally came home after a long 11 months but then things got tricky, I was left to be independent at the age of 8, take myself to school, cook for myself, iron etc.

Age 13 fell in love with someone who did something really bad, lied for him etc, got in with the wrong crowd, he got sent to prison and I was finally free but then that’s were life got tricky, I started drinking more, lying all the time etc, moved from place to place, then age 17 moved into a homeless hostel, where I was surrounded by drugs, fighting etc, I’d never in my life touched a drug before then because of past experience with a family member, but that’s when my life truly got worse, i ended up in an abusive relationship, someone who told me what to wear, hit me etc, had all control over me, I allowed it happen for so long, then finally moved back with mum but then ended up a full time druggy in a relationship with someone who had all my money, accused me of all sorts, two years later I finally seen for myself what was actually happening and left him, I found someone who treats me like a absolute princess, he’s amazing, spoils me the lot, my ex partner then passed a few weeks later, doctors gave me sleeping tablets but they didn’t work, so I excepted help from friends and family and started self mediating, now I’m the person I am today, I’ve over come so many obsicles this year , I now leave the house on a daily to go to work, my amazing boyfriend is still amazing, I have the people I need & my anixety is not a problem no more..

The moral of my story is, anixety isn’t a choice BUT only you can change it!!

Self love and self care is the key trick to a happy life!!